It’s been seven months. it seems strange to come back to Sparrow Chat after such a long break. In a sense I never really went away, just never published my thoughts at the time. March 21st was my last post. I never anticipated it would be so when I wrote it, but it seemed fitting somehow, a sort of last plea to a deaf world.
I’ve grown a lot older in the last seven months. Grief has that effect. March 21st was just two days following the second anniversary of my beloved wife’s death from cancer in America. A death I could not be a part of, imprisoned as I was by Covid lockdowns in France, and a merciless America that refused my many pleas for a visa to be at her side as she took her final journey.
“US citizens and green card holders only, by order of the President,” was the continuing response as the number of my telephone calls to the US Consulate mounted. Ah, yes, “by order of the President”: Donald J Trump, America’s shame. The very name worthy only to be hated, despised, abhorred alongside Vladimir Putin, Xi Jinping, Benyamin Netanyahou, and the other power-crazed and rising dictators who sense a human race in chaos and believe their time has come.
The western media is making much of Israel’s suffering at this present time. Warfare has already claimed too many lives on both sides. We’re told Hamas started it all. Israel is the poor victim.
When the fuse on a powder keg is ignited it inevitably explodes. Israel ignited the fuse of Gaza a long time ago. It has sputtered and smouldered over the years but grown ever closer to the powder keg that is Gaza. Two days ago it finally blew up.
Depending on how one’s ideals twist the situation to suit, Hamas is either a violent and bloody terrorist organization, backed by the murderous regime in Iran, or freedom fighters for the very worthy cause of oppressed Palestinians. It matters not. As always, the victims of this violent chaos will be the innocents, the expendables, the children.
There is no doubt Israel will exact a long and murderous revenge on Gaza. It’s unlikely there will be much left at the end of it. Meanwhile, western nations will sit back, do nothing, and search diligently through their mindsets to find the righteousness in Israel’s avenging slaughter. One can be sure they will find it.
10 Downing Street, London – 8th October 2023
While many in Britain are forced to live out of food banks, suffer mountains of debt, and in many cases eviction from their homes, the UK’s Prime Minister, Rishi Sunak, has offered to send aid to Israel…
“…the fourth most successful economy among developed countries for 2022. The IMF estimated Israel’s GDP at US$564 billion and its GDP per capita at US$58,270 in 2023 (13th highest in the world), a figure comparable to other highly developed countries.”
Israel does not need British aid, Prime Minister Sunak, perhaps you could consider sending it to the innocent, poverty-stricken, soon to be homeless or dead, Palestinians of Gaza instead?
As the climate emergency worsens, economies stagnate and desperate citizens reach out to any political Messiah filled with a zest for power and full of promises to lead the people out of poverty and into the Promised Land. The tragedy of Israel/Gaza will be forgotten, overtaken by far worse wars and acts of terror as the power-crazed dictators fight among themselves for the ultimate prize of King of the World.
I never really knew what it was to be, “…with no closure,” when a loved-one passed away. No proper funeral and just a lonely cremation. I know now that the grief never goes away. It stays locked inside, no matter the extent or even violence of the tears and emotional outbursts. I can never fully recognize my wife is dead. She will always be just, “somewhere else.”
I was not alone in my grief. Thousands, maybe millions worldwide, were denied closure after their loved ones died in that Covid-plagued world. So many, “somewhere else’s.”
The future is bleak. Ukraine/Russia, Israel/Gaza, Azerbaijan/Armenia, soon to be China/Taiwan, the list will grow longer. The slaughters more prevalent. The “somewhere else’s,” more numerous.